I started this year positive, more positive than any other year has ever started. I was content in my own skin and i was sure that this year would be the most amazing year of my life. I am not ready to let go of this belief and i do not intend to. Sometimes your past tries to ruin your future, but this time my past is going to stay as exactly that. I have never felt like i am dreaming more than i do now, i have never feared waking up more than i do now, and i have never loved the dream as much this. This is a dream i never intend on waking up from.